早在大一刚入学时，爸、妈和姑妈们，在送我去学校的一路上，都嘱咐我一个人以后小心：无论是对人，还是对事都要多个心眼。说现在的社会很复杂。

爸妈相当宠我，在他们眼里，我永远都还是个孩子。

尽管四下无人，我肆无忌惮大声对他们常是称名道姓的。

尽管在处理任何小大家事，我都扮演着出谋划策的当家人。

但他们知道，我还是太单纯，太幼稚，对人心还是太不够了解。

特别是妈妈，每次都极力展开双臂尽可能的保护我。

小学，我一定要按时回家，因为迟回一分钟，我妈会满大街乱找。

我骨子里的野性，很难抑制游玩的冲动，常常吓的她魂不着体。

初中到高中，是我的叛逆期。跟着那一帮同学整天不务正业，成绩也很差。所以高中上的很三流。

高中的我还是那么放诞不羁，举止跟假小子一样，骂人，打架，跟老师吵架那都是家常便饭。

高三下学期，大概是脑袋进水了。开始猛K书。效果真的是很出人意料，有着三流学校背景的人，也考上了本科。这很是证明了老师们常对我妈说的话：“小孩很聪明，就是不想学。”

大学里，这种疯狂的劲头

Early in the morning, I jumped up from bed and enforced myself to fresh up and to get down to something serious.

However, the momentum slowed down and disappeared only after I read two passages.

When I was about to concentrate on study, I couldn’t help peeking my laptop at my right side.

Finally, I couldn’t resist the great allurement and turned it on.

Even though, I knew there was nothing I could to do with the stupid computer.

Maybe, like PP once had said it was more like a addiction than a habit.

Xixi got her the first real salary and treated us five a palatable meal this evening.

I love my high school friends whose friendship is so genuine.

 During the meal, time went back to the old days when we laughed and joked happily.

I missed it. Three of us have already worked in some promising local companies or bank.

They shared their new busy lives and envied our carefree students time.

As a matter of f

Recently I am fascinated by one rap singer ---Jin, who stands out in a rap fight called “Freestyle Friday”.

I have watched most of his competition videos and his effort to beat down the black singers who, to some extent, have naturally bestowed with the talent of rap impresses me very much.

In the 7 series fights, whenever the black attack his Chinese origin, he fights back with dignity and talent and wins a thunder of applause.

I admire his quick response, composedness, and the abundance of vocabulary.

Unlike some other ABCs who are shamed of being a Chinese, Jin tries to circulate Chinese culture and Chinese language in every possible way.

The record company intends to hide his Chinese origin in consideration that it may be a great obstacle for him to win the major market because the American have a strong prejudice against the Oriental.

However, he ignored the fact and published a song called “learn Chinese”.

This genuine love

两年前，一时兴起弄个blog，写了几篇热度就没有了，后来连密码和账户名都忘了。。。

一年前，还是死性不改，重新弄了个，这次还好，比上次多写那么个几篇，后来还是把密码忘了。。。

现在，是怀着壮志雄心卷土重来的。一定坚持到底~~~！

blog实际上是一个很personal东西，我会在不经意地在文字间透露知道各种隐私。熟人看了还好，他们都知道我。陌生人能窥探我内心的世界，这使我有点后怕。所以，我还是会用英文写，一来是锻炼，二来to set a  high wall to protect my inner world from strangers.

最近，无聊没事重新浏览了QQ日志，发现自己写的这篇文章真的很好，白看不厌。。。

有时候我想
人为什么非要活的这么累了
为了一些飘渺虚无的东西
一直在那拼命的盲目的努力着


有时候我想
还是放弃吧,学他们活的潇洒点吧
逛逛街,上上网,恋恋爱
人生毕竟能有几回博
但看到社会激烈的竞争
想到父母的热切的期盼
Then ,I'll push myself much harder!

我想
为了明天
我们还是就这样努力着吧
给以后的成功多一份筹码
为以后的失败多一个安慰

我还是最喜欢那句话
努力了不一定成功
但放弃就注定失败~~~

I knew it !

I was thinking about updating my blog every day , but the sloth in my nature dismissed my thought .

Here I sum up my week.

The main thing is I bought a new camera under the company of XIXI. During the process, the hardship of choosing and buying challenged us a lot .However the power of friendship finally came over all the obstacles.

In the rest of the week, nothing particular has happened. Under the impact of typhoon, the temperature became much cooler, but I still stayed at home and surfed the boring Net.

I really have thought well about my summer vacation by making a list to enforce myself to study, but I do not keep my word.

Everyday, I wake up at noon, have my lunch and turn on my computer as usual.

Then one day, I was bucked up by my angry mom and went to the on-line bookstore and bought a lot of English book to refill my brain. However, it wasn’t running smoothly because I forgot my credit card in dorm. Thus, the date of my studying hard was going to delay and I caught the opportunity to hang out with XiXI---my best friend.

Every time when it comes to summer vacation, my mind is totally in a whirl.

What to do with it?

Before it really comes, I had searched the Net for the information of internship .And the info really was abundant which made me very excited. I wrote down a few, related to my major and suited in every aspect for me. Then, I phoned those companies one by one. And they all refused me when they heard the word “intern”. I called almost 30 numbers in succession and none of them accepted me. When it nearly turned me down, one Wenzhou Company gave me a promising sound ----they wanted an intern!!! I soon jumped up and asked him more detailed info. I knew it that never had a good thing would come to me and so was this time. The executive told me that just