there is noting at all when life let me alone, to
chanllenge the comings by myself. a weried girl isn't i. for
now ,for future ,for me ,for the others, i haven't
any blame. to try is my nature and to cry does nothing
with me.ok ,let us go on, to see what will happen next, i expect a
certain life which is not commen, even there will be someting
unexpected ,that is in my expection either, as long as it makes me
a different one everytime. when everyone is missing his past,
i am missing my coming days!
很陶醉罗先生自选集的名字:因缘.做人之穷困成达,为学之悟与隔,遇事之曲直平险,皆自有其因,又必有其缘.那么,是什么样的因缘安排下了我布满针孔的人生?我知道我就是那颗种子,可我是如何种下了这个因?是通宵的恶习?是考研的消沉?恐怕远非如此之浅薄.该是这颗不安分的心,这行险以侥幸的劣性,这思大于行的延宕懒散,这任诞放纵的自控意志的软弱......是我自制了这灵魂的枷锁,并终于把自己锁进了病苦的牢笼.而这缘,无非是错失了的和即将到来的一切,一切让我垂涎的机遇.得失随缘,心无增减,因固有善恶,缘亦分利弊,缘善以因利,一笑泯成败.惜哉!惜哉!
几度红阳几度芹,
尘埃断处眼棽棽.
但恨此身为我有,
意纯纯,
花泪无影痕.
帘外雨沉沉,
去又无恩,取又无瞋,
云中自是繁情系,
绿亦深深,雪亦纷纷
罗先生叶先生范先生陈先生葛先生卢先生王先生,初识南开,懵懂走来,倏忽八十二个日出又日落.进入了期待中的单纯,却无法从容,淡的背后接不上一个定字,满心蠢蠢.可乐和咖啡,陪伴着竖版繁体的日子,激情燃烧在时空的倒影里,在喷薄中凝华.这进与出的况味,促我亢食,然而来不及消吸,八十二而已,体重已经贴近七十底线了.疯狂的进食让我更加饥饿,只剩下三十天了,豆丁得抓紧裹腹.
并不相信这个世界上有什么一成不变的道理,却一向敬重将史书读得通透的人,往昔只是他们人生的注解,久浸沧桑,他们透过历史看穿人性.也许无法为自己赎身的司马迁心思不够机巧,但是,勇怯势也,强弱形也,得失形势,本自难料,足立未稳,缘何力挽狂澜?当此时也,虽大智慧亦难免忐忑,措手不及然也.重要的是,大变之后,损剥殆尽,太史公虽九曲回肠,尽日思辱,却能在重压之下,成史记完璧.反躬自思,银钱之困,才名之薄,技能之匮,何足道哉?但终日乾乾,时则云开矣!久则自见!
色戒,让理想在现实中孤独,真爱,在暗黑中摇摆,不再相信,寥寞执著。
there is nothing to say about my
yestodays, as time goes by, i choose to focus all my efforts on my
todays and futures, eventhough the challenges i am going to meet is
graduately increasing ,and the stage of them may be more higher,
that is to say they are more difficulte to pass away. therefore i
must learn more knowledges and gain more experiences to become more
powerful to meet the requirements of the real life. that no a bad
thing to me ,man should grow up day by day, challenges are always
been followed by opportunities, that is what i need to build up my
brighten future. no excuse for stopping where am, i must move on
and on, without this life means noting to me. if there is a good
chance for me to become successful ,i must perpare myself to grasp
it, and take the advantage of it efficiently. i think the question
is ,how could i get myself perpared. be self-controled and
clever!
也许,男人的世界里只有血腥的真实,可是,沉默中却又只有几分简单的执著。自行车飞舞的烟尘里,是哭都来不及。无缘无故,只是谁也摆脱不了,谁也摆脱不了的真实。在摇摇晃晃的时间里,时针和分针都稳不住自己。一向都是血比泪流得多,只因为,流血可以减速。对!这是我的车!