半年走来。跌跌撞撞，些许荆棘，些许阳光，偶上博客，聊以欣慰，寂寞角落，悉数可数，熟悉旋律，旧时往事，仿佛重现，打理心情，整装待发，昔日伤痛，今日鞭策，方向目标，不比速度，真实自我，依旧静默。秋风瑟瑟，落叶偏偏，丝丝微风，和煦暖阳，光洒大地，斑驳影像，目标明确，继续前行。

Melancholy, silly thought for a long time. Still find it is a pure heart, haven, there is no external noise, no mundane endeavor, quiet one striking the keyboard, listening to the sad song, that is really become old recently, beard, long a lot more melancholy, also the lonely, I just kept on doing the doing of my heart, not as cold as ice heartless, I also have my idea, I just silently change, or I now just an ugly caterpillar, crawling on vines, sucking the worldly dew drops, accumulate, well-grounded I look forward to a day into the cocoon of that moment, to caress you, my good intentions, you will perceive, you can see the words on the screen, I left, but you can't see my tears dripping on the keyboard, strong loading the smile on those deeply wishes, but you don't know my cruelty. Tears into bitterness, or in certain yould when I think of you, the only taste in this special moment can realize.

忧郁了许久，傻傻的想了很久。还是发现这是一片净土，内心的避风港，这里没有外界的喧嚣，没有世俗的纷争，静静的一个人敲击这键盘，听着伤感的歌曲，发现最近是真的变得老了，胡子长的飞快，忧郁了很多，也越发的感到孤独，我只是在做着不停的的做着，不是我的内心像冰雪一样冷峻无情，我也有我的思路，我只是在默默的改变着，或者我现在仅仅只是一只丑陋的毛毛虫，爬行在藤蔓之间，吮吸着世间的雨露，点点滴滴的积累，厚积薄发我在期待着某一天化茧成蝶的那一刻，用心去呵护你，我的用心良苦，你不会感知，你能看到我留在屏幕上的字，可你看不到我滴在键盘上的泪，强装笑容敲打着那些深深的祝福，你却不知道我的心如刀绞。泪水变成了苦水，还是每时每刻会在特定的时候想起你，那种滋味只有自己在这特别的时刻能体会到。

不是我的懦弱，是我想的太多，我不想去耽误你，可是我的世界却是那般的系数无奈，我能做的只是默默的奋斗，在不断的改变，可我现在真的一无所有，我能的只是为了你，在不断改变，不断的变得牛X ，或许这是你不要看到的，你可以看到我的荣