hey you know what? i really feel that i still have so much to learn....these days watching AI..on the web...there s also a chatroom...english only...and i saw many people talking...about the show...but half of it i cant understand...it s easy to understand whats in the show...cuz it speaks a little formally...many things were like the 'language' we speak online in China....maybe only we Chinese can understand....so for me i still have a lot to learn.....
many people miss school...oh please...it s still 30 days.....i dont like it....i just dont like it......i know i m never gonna like it.....i feel happier when i hang out with my classmates in senior high.....i love them....but......hah.......
i wont write anything personal and private on Xiaonei.....never...
Today....i hang out with my classmates....singing....all this afternoon.....
but i knew....you dont want me there....for you never ask me to......you wanna me go cuz others wont go if i dont......hah....that s rediculous and sarcastic.....i dont wanna hang out with you either......
i finally thought through....that i have to give up....even not
start yet...but i knew
ok..i knew it s not my business....but i would leave you guys away when it comes....i really mean it........
Actually
very boring and upset.....i have no idea what my life is gonna be....it was kinda unpredictable.......is that really a day that i have to vanish? maybe......now i cannot find anyone to trust....anyone.....i really cannot tell them how i feel and what i want.....they do no help.....i really dont know what to do......
i know there s no other choice...we ll go and see....but.....i have to be very mean and nasty sometime...just to protect myself...i m sorry......
so many friends come back these days.......
my Nanjing number still be using......for my classmates in Nanguang will find me....but you wont know my Qd number.....i wont tell you.....for.....i really not interested....in you guys.........
i m thinking of if i was making things worse....or the way i dont want it be.....i wonder....but i still have no other choice.....i cant like this .....i cant at all......
i m back......totally......it s really hot here......
it was kinda boring....for i have nothing to do.....just watch some shows.....
i m gonna spend my holiday in Austrilia this year....it means i cannot hang out with my friends.....so i haven t told them yet.....and i m not going to.....for who cares....
American Idol S8 is starting 2days later......really amazing....i love this show...and this means i gonna meet some good voices this year......
still boring.......
i was totally shocked.....by the performance of David Archuleta and David Cook in American Idol......they were so awesome.....when Archuleta sang 'Think of Me''When you Believe' i really totally moved...by it...really.....
and 'The Phantom of Opera'by Cook is amazing...it was not his best....my the performance is really wanderful....
these two Davids really awesome and awesome.......
and i was shocked by there were so many super stars in the world came to the show....Jim Carrey,Mariah Carrey,Andrew Webber...i knew American Idol is famous....but when i saw these master standing there....i was still excited.....
i don t know why.....i was totally depressed.....i feel uncomfortable.......but i can t tell what was going on with me......i dont know........
watching American Idol..these days.....but after 10 episodes.....i cant continue.....it was not about the show..but me.....i dont know what was going on with me....i just feel uncomfortable....and this kind of emotional...expand..everywhere.....everything seems against with me.....i really feel like nothing.....anything.....you know.......
the ticket....survivor...and all i had insisted on...was suddenlly strange with me ........i cant figure it out......
i dont wanna do anything.....any any thing......i dont know whats going on.....i told myself again and again.....'this is what you have to learn.....you knew that....you have to hang on'but this never do any help to my emotion.....i really don t know what to do......depressed...or rather.....desperate....
my poor cellphone......after a hard collision....finally....it broke down....cant start....
i have to have it repaired.....it takes time.......
today is Christmas Eve......there will be some tx? maybe.....but.....i cant recieve it
but it s all right.....i m not hoping anyone could send something to me.....really......
The weather here is so confusing.....it can be hot one day....and freezingly cold the next day.......so.....i have to change my cloth again and again......suck.......
togay is
i nearly forgot.....when Chen Ruofan telephoned me ........
but.....when we got to the canteen.......the water dumplings......have nearly been sold out..........the taste....not so good....but....nothing but.......
i tx some friends...to remind them....for someone has reminded me .......
really wordless.....yeah....u r a person from the south....you have rice ball instead of water dumplings....but...you know...i only feel useless when i ve sent you this tx...really...
forgot it....forgot it.....
