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be aware.......... gary chaw is on the loose... he might show up behind you!!! hahahah im planning afew surprises here and there, and i will be going around towns, just relaxing and just to have a cup of coffee. maybe i will be the person sitting next to you. ahhahaha anyways i just wanna say im so happy today because i ahve spread more peace and love to more people today and i am thankful that i can be a help to some people. i want to thank you all for giving me this beautiful life. and on the coming album, which i have started working on, maybe you want to give me a suggestions on the album title!!! any ideas? i'll be glad to use it. haahaha by the way ..................................

 well.. i have just finished my last stop in china, i want to thank everyone for the support and also thanks to rock china for the efforts and time. heheh i will be partying this week in taipei! i am going to play like a crazy man! hahahah its great to gather with all my old friends and have afew drinks. the time is this week because after this week, i will start my 3rd album. and i will focus on it hope i can expand my thoughts and expand peace and love. ok so.... im thinking of giving surprises to alot people these coming months, so dont be surprised if i show up infront of your face! hahahah time to have alittle fun! be aware....cos gary chaw might just be behind you...... hehehheehh i will be back and i will get to kiss my girlfriend lingling and hold her!!! gosh i miss her.... wooooohhaaaaa yes! you guessed right! i am drinking wine at the moment and i am just alittle tipsy...i thank you all so so much for giving me a beautiful life. thank you.

 i wonder if i keep drinking like this... would i eventually end up as an alcoholic? but then again, i enjoy drinking. everytime im alone in the hotel room, no matter where and which city im at, my best friend tends to be a bottle of red. i think im starting to feel the lonliness creeping in on me! being on the road all the time really takes alot out of me. my mind says i can do it, but my body and voice says....slow down man! i need to remind myself constantly .....slow down mean! when will my time be up? hahah i guess its just one of my mood swing day today. i do feel alittle depressed and sad. seems like the weather has an effect on my mood, and i always thought i was a strong person. i have to be weak in order to become stronger..... i will be stronger tomorrow, but for today, just let me be a human being, complain complain and more complaints... wanting more and more and more, what do i want? i have everything. i have everything.

 

SHANGHAI... what a beautiful place. such a busy place, hahah im all alone in my big ass hotel room resting and relaxing before the fashion show tonight. sometimes its weird, i never thought i would be invited to fashion shows, its my 2nd appearance in a fshion show tho im just singing but its still weird to stand and hang around damn tall girls!!! so freakin tall. will be in shanghai for a few days before flying off again. i think im gonna take 5 days off of work end of the month and go somewhere quiet and sunny.
anyone in shanghai at the moment?? take me out for a drink in this beautiful city!!! anyone??? i dont want to be stuck in my room!