很久没来了，一看这里，都是英语写的。本来想把这里作为自己心情的独白，用英语来叙述。。可是今天没这个心情。。。

很久没来了，那代表最近没什么令我心情起伏的事情发生，今天来，只是随便谢谢拉。。

这个礼拜过的颓废的，看着别人的大学生活如此丰富，而我自己，却一天到晚在寝室，睡睡覚。。无趣啊。。。其实要我去认识人，拓宽人际圈真的一点都不难，可是真的没那个心了，觉得认识人太多太复杂了，还是简简单单过日子把，免得认识了男生有人又要说我花了，我还是低调点好。。。哎

最近很没动力。。。真的希望有人能给我动力让我振作起来。。。等待那个人的出现！

 void-this word is the new one for me from my Enghlish teacher~,i think it's very adequate for my condition these days。。

i always feel empty in my heart during this week..i don't know what cause me have that feeling .even if i know ,i still can't say it clearly,it's so complicated,you know..perhaps,as sb.say i should find sth. to distract my energy .i chose the way that ignore it.this is the best~

nowadays ,every evening ,i  go to the playground and run around it a few circles.it's so comfortable and relaxing..haha ,someone said i did it for loosing weight!no!!not for it,ok? just i want give myself some time to think over sth.that make me feel unhappy and sb.that i don't want to mention or think of at other times...only a few minutes one day ,i think ,it's a perfact way to release out myself ,don't you think so?ha

 I introduced a song -<不远》，from Elva~in the Xiaonei Web..

when i heard this song,i thought about a lot of things..i was moved..

and a person emerged in my mind..

for him,i think i have much words to say,but i don't know use which words to express my mind..

between us ,plenty of things have happened..as you said ,we suffered more..somethings were happy ,of course,also have much displeasure..

we laughed ,cryed,moved,to name a few..

i always think there is a gap between us..because of sb. and sth.about her.

many of them hurt our relationship...make the gap biger and biger..

i really want to chang this..but i often feel i cannot support myself..i felt very tired.

i hope everthing will be stoped from now on,and return the past,the first day i know you..

 in that time...i regarded him as the only one who i could tell him my mind..but he betrayed me.. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

   爱美之心人皆有之，不相信你不是一个不爱美的人。一个人连自己都不会好好爱护，又怎能去学会爱护他人呢？就像童话中的公主们一样，通过神奇的魔法一夜之间突现美丽，美丽的外表吸引了爱慕者的追随，当然美与丑的定义不仅仅在于外表的美丽，心灵上的美更是重要哦！毕竟公主们都是通过善良的心来吸引王子的注意哟~相信不相信做个测试就能看出你未来的一年里是否能够变漂亮哦，神奇吧？快来试试吧。

 

 

 我是一条没有人养的鱼,背着自由面无表情,彩色眼睛受伤的心,看到黑白的你.我像一条没有人养的鱼,我的悲伤你不在意,说过的话飘过脸颊,我无法挥去一切从新再来,舍不得我为什么说再见,能不能收回我说的每一句话,舍不得我为什么不忘记,做一条快乐美人鱼～