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It is almost the same as
watching a TV show.
A train crash, all of a sudden.
A driver letting the shaft thrust into him
Falling—
People are crying.
People are shaking.
People are dying.
People are dying.
and your newly wedded husband, of course :-)
Yesterday, Ginny, you officially became the wife of a young man, whom i havn’t met yet. I was thinking about how it is going on at your wedding, thousands of miles from me. I want to be present, I really do; sometimes we just cannot get whatever we want, like that I had to stay here in Beijing, far away from you. I hope you don’t mind. After all, I’m going to see you when it is possible, and this is a promise.
Factually, I havn’t seen you for over 3 years. Your sweet smiles, however, impresses me so deeply that I can almost draw them exactly as they were years ago. Sweet, smiling—yes, that’s how you were, and are always, no matter how tough the situation is, or how sad you are
The idea occur to me while I was listening to the graduation collection by google music. The particular song can be called “Model Love Letter”by a famous campus folk singer.
I first got the song back in HZ from a girl I havn’t known enough. There was much talking about her, partially good and partially bad. I wished to become a real good friend of her. The other day I chatted with her on the internet and suggested to exchange our favorite songs—people can be well known through their choice of reading, listening and watching, I believed. She gave me three songs, one of which was exactly the Model Love Letter.
Three songs were not enough, I guess. Although those songs were pleasant to my ear, I could not sense any other deep feelings of her, no sense of confusion, agnoy, anger, ecstacy, worry… nothing at all, except for that she probably had wanted to experience pleasant romances. The want for romance was such a common trait for human beings, so I still felt h
Have been working for a whole month…
During the first month of my career life, the sense of insecurity accumulates, about the globe, the country, my hometown, my nearest and dearest relatives and friends, and my self.
The news daily editor job keeps me updated everyday--
Reading all the earthquakes, plane crashes, political turmoil, and all the sayings about the doomsday, I seriously begin to worry about the future of the globe;
Reading all the propaganda lies, psycho killers, wired freak shows, celebrity trifles, and all the illogical news comments, I cannot see a promising future of the country, and its culture, either;
The recent rampage rainfalls affect my hometown as well. The
huge Dam(n!) reports leaks and
I’m so far away from
Writing blog while working, again.
Weather, really good in the recent few days. Feels like it is really going to summer…
Don’t know whether there is still chances for agriculture to recover. Heard about vegetables and rice going price-up, my worries become truth.
Well, wierd climate this year, and the recent few years! Across the network, people are talking about the doomsday. For my case, 2012 cannot be the final solution. Ultimately, I cannot accept the doom theory, which leaves every and each effort to make amends in vain.
“We are going to die soon anyway, why bother!” people say. Factually, the 2012 hypothesis is merely one disguise for their neo-cynicism. Nowadays, people who care become heresy and end up in jail…
Silence for the Commemoration
It is really weird that I am so tired after the short vacation, for that I just went out and had fun on the second day.
Time: 13:00-21:00, 2nd May;
Weather: sunny, hot and windy, and—dusty;
Place: Haidian Park, Beijing;
Event: Midi Music Festival;
I took part in one of the “liberal” activities held in Beijing eventually. The music festival was not so satisfying as I expected, but as a whole it was OK. Among the five stages, I preferred Tang and Ming, the Rock and the Folk one (No doubt about this). The bands performed at the main stage of Tang were great, while the Ming guys almost gave me a cultural shock—as a southerner, the direct way of appealing the audience was really shocking.
The special drink provided in Ming was expensive but nice—RMB 30yuan for one small serve, with lemon, mint, ice cubes and some unknow spirit. I was drinking it alone while a girl was singing quietly, and—I fell asleep!
Writing this blog while working…
This is the first week for me to work in Beijing, as a intellectual property analyst in a biotech company headquartered back in Nanjing.
My company, founded in 2009, Beijing branch, majored in the application of intellectual property rights for the research achievements of the company;
My colleges, used to work for the four top consultant companies, mostly young and, female;
My daily work, patent translation and net surfing (information collecting), hope for more responsibility in the near future;
My salary, below the comfortable standard for now;
My busiest hour: in the morning, rushing in the subway, on the way to the company…
While on the train, I am thinking, well, I’m working and living in this city now. About this city, I’ve heard a lot-my singer granny, my dreamed university, and several writers. Now it’s time for me to experience it.
Wish me a happy ending.
十年之前,静,我们初次见面,那时你的穿着我已依稀记不清了,只记得你有些高傲,又有些防备的神情。我颇为笨拙地与你搭讪——我当时也还是一个害羞的小女孩,而你似乎没领会到我的“幽默”。
渐渐地,我们还是成为了朋友。或许我的记忆出错,但是高一的那次运动会期间,我们在双杠处玩耍,你的确向我透露过你的“男友”的故事。在那个几乎人人都懵懂青涩的年代,你在我心目中几乎成为了成熟和勇敢的化身;哪怕你在跑1500米时摔倒退赛,也没有影响你的光辉形象。哪知道,两年前我的初次上海之行,你居然告诉我,你那时根本没有恋爱的胆量!(我再一次惊讶地发现,自己和他人的记忆有这么大的差别。博尔赫斯,博尔赫斯!)
我想,这世界上总是有这么一类女子,总是抬着美丽的脖子,优雅的侧影让人感觉高不可攀。可是,静,当你向我倾诉你那些失意的往事时,我仿佛是和你一起,站在上海某个老旧小区的一把破椅子旁嚎啕大哭。昏黄的路灯光照在头上,偌大的世界,本应优雅满足的你,却无比憔悴。这让我很心疼。
静,用棕黄色信笺给我写信的你,读中文系的浪漫的你,一直在电话那边安慰鼓励我的你,在高考结束后那个漫长而闷热的夏天里穿着一袭