看看上一篇日记是5.31号的,已经过去四个月了啊,感觉过了好久好久.有些话真的没办法用另外一国语言表达.在重大工作已经三个月了,凡是我都很尽心的,每件事都争取做到亲历亲为,做到了如指掌,可是还是有疏忽的时候,不过我不怪我自己,我觉得自己成熟了许多,凡是能承受的就承受吧,那是我能做到的就尽量做吧!虽然不是每个人都会对你微笑,可是我心理坦荡荡的,丝毫不觉得难过!
国庆七天在家弄功略,神奇般的把我从香港拉到了越南,我心驰神往啊,我魂牵梦绕啊,我的心血之作终于诞生了,我好象早日亲自实现它啊...真想明天就走,马上就走.可素假期肯定是在春节了,而且没人陪我,所以我不得不求助携程网啊,邀天下的朋友一道,全中国怕还是有一个至少能跟我同路吧

很期待呢!
周末要去看病,希望能一切顺利,我不想找受这种折磨了,请保佑我吧,我的众神
This is the first day i work in keyuan hotel.Everything for me
it's strange,not only the work it's complex,but my mind.
i
realy can't accept me like this.but it's my choice ,a choice
you can't change.so i fell i am on a boat on
the surfy
sea,but this is only a small boat,the way i can't control.Nobody
can help me,the one thing i can do it's try my best to face the
future and to prayer
I will make up charry for a party in
her school.She will be the emcee of the party.so she want to be charming.i never make up
someone in important place, not this one,but i am so happy someone
can remember me
in the morning, i was go shoping with qian, but i
didn't feel comfortable.maybe the idea of us are not as same
as before.so there are little talk.
and my body have something wrong .
first,i will show you this photo.haha,so lovely,i
like it very much.i will laugh when i see it every time.i see
it at caikangyong'blog,so interesting men which i
adored.

and then i will talk about my father.when
he see my art-photo,he say'you must have romantic
character''why and where''in your eyes and your face'oh,my god,my
father you must a poet
yesterday I recived my atr-photo.It's my
first time to take the art-photo.But it's a bad experience.Do you
want to see that? OK!but you can't laugh at me.i can't affix the photo behind the
article,so look
that in the album.All my photos,there are one background ,one
hairstyle,you can see nothing but my fat face.
终于出门了,挖卡卡,看来还素有一个朋友滴
而且超级便宜又开心的爬山旅途哦

现在回家洗个澡,换身衣服,晒后修复一翻,就来更新BLOG拉.
猪头丁说我成熟了,果真年龄还是骗不了人滴

其实我也觉得,即使穿得再小,看起来也是成年人一个

还有啊,本来以为学车有瘦,可素照片是骗不了人滴.还是如此的FAT

(图片有被压缩得有点抽筋
)
昨天一整天都在家呆着,什么也没做,满满一下午都在<女人我最大>中渡过,我知道很浅薄,很无聊,精神生活也如此空虚乏味,我却看得津津有味,象啃饼一样,可以填饱肚子.但是其实我是想出去爬山,郊游的.但是却一个朋友也找不到.我突然间没了朋友.
从小到大,性格还算好相处,实际上毕业以前朋友也还是瞒多的,不至于惨到现在这个地步.可是这两年,特别是现在,我真不好意思把以前的朋友叫出来,大家也长久没联系了,我也不想让他们对我失望.大家也各自有各自的小家了,也不是随随便便就可以叫出来玩的.就连我最好的鱼也只有6号能抽出空来.我从来没觉得大家有什么不对,不对的是我自己而已,为什么正常人该做的事,我一件也没做好呢.
刚刚QJ给我电话,好久没同她联系了,她说她只休息两天,"快出来我们见见"她说她最近忙晕了,想买护肤品,要我推荐,然后一起出去逛逛.我说我现在没做了,最近没怎么收集信息,她说为什么没做了呢?我知道长久不联系的朋友就是这样,很多事都要慢慢的娓娓的倒来,可是我一直觉得跟她沟通是有障碍的,所以我说我不想做了.她说你去什么什么地方应聘啊,说她认识一个人才比我们大一岁,现在都年薪十万了,她说她气得很啊.我说你可以去应聘啊,她说她又走不开,说我随便找个轻松的秘书做就是了啊.为什么大家说话都那么轻松呢,我没去找工作么,不是找不到么,我也不知道是哪里出了问题,也许是我太不善于总结了吧.真的是那么随便而又轻松吗.好象看别人找工作是不难,可放我身上可就是行不通啊.
逼不得已现在才开始实习,天天辛辛苦苦跟着人家上班学习,还要倒补贴车费,还要怀着万分感谢的心来报答带我实习的阿姨(阿姨人的确非常好).我都不知道什么时候才是个尽头.昨天又有人带来个实习机会,我都象上天恩赐一样的欣喜若狂,好象我不去还对不起人家.于是我挤了又挤,思考了又再思考,如果可以的话还是决定抽时间去试试.虽然忏