杏花雨⌒_⌒Good Night!!!

    今天当我以一抹和弦收尾《月亮代表我的心》之后，我很可能彻底和你说了再见。其实我本不应该有什么不舍和徘徊，因为对我来说你根本就只是一个路人，一个暂时让我动了动心弦的路人而已。可是，这一学期来，因为有对你的牵挂，让我觉得自己的心智成熟很多，也幼稚很多。这是一种非常美妙的感觉。我谢谢你！

    选上钢琴课的那一刹那，我有点小激动。因为作为一个对流行音乐痴迷的人，我渴望和钢琴结缘，渴望和音乐作伴。当然，我也对浪漫的邂逅抱有一丝不切实际的、半开玩笑的幻想。第一堂课见到短发的你，才一眼就撕裂了我心底的防线。第二堂课后办练琴证，我跟在你后面，看着你微笑着对你同学挥舞手中的琴证，我便不可挽回地爱上了你的笑容。第一次练琴遇见你，就借了你的笔，问了你的名。那是世界上最遥远的距离——我就站在你面前，你却不知道我爱你。你在校内发现了我的生日，而后我才知道原来第二天就是你的生日。多么完美的默契！我已经开始遐想，遐想如果我们在一起，生日可以在那一刻的交集庆贺，即便我飞到遥远的美帝，时差的温馨会给我们带来生日重叠的惊喜。第二次练琴又遇见了你，我要到了你的手机号

冷板凳

才在街头道别

就开始  又一轮的思念

你的一颦一言

无止境

曾以为自己不累

发誓给你幸福依偎

从不愿多看一眼

沿路再炫再美的花蕾

擦身而过那个微笑

驻足爱情凝固瞬间

我早已忘却时间在追

也忘记自己早就无路可退

我只能不顾红灯往前飞

也不问冲动爱你对不对

禁止通行符号命令我崩溃

我却不甘认输黯自掉泪

找不到任何理由继续徘徊

更下不了决心 倒挡撤退

虽然还不是我的谁

但早已深深入我髓

不明了你的心房

是否有我一角温床

每一夜冰冷彷徨

独饮担心寂寞的忧伤

擦身而过那个微笑

驻足爱情凝固瞬间

我早已忘却时间在追

也忘记自己早就无路可退

我只能不顾红灯往前飞

也不问冲动爱你对不对

禁止通行符号命令我崩溃

我却不甘认输黯自掉泪

找不到任何理由继续徘徊

更下不了决心 倒挡撤退

虽然还不是我的谁

但早已深深入我髓

我只能不顾红灯往前飞

也不问冲动爱你对不

Nice meeting you again, though we are just friends now. Your shyness and embarassment remain still and I like this familiar feeling.

Any time I see you or hear you, my heart will fluctuate for quite a long time. Although we have broken up for one year, I still can't resist caring of you. Why?

You are still the one, who will ignore my messages and calls, for some unknown reasons.

I am not the one who loves you that much, but the one who never forgets you.

Perhaps it is better for us to be permanent friends, with which I may be satisfied.

Even though you may change or find your beloved one in the future, you are always the one that can please me the most as long as you appear in front of me. In my perspective, I expect my future girlfriend to be someone that can give me pleasure without any word or action, but with at most a simple smile, like you.

    I am very very disappointed, though long time before I had already predicted what would happened that day! I see it irrevocable, so I have no idea how to save it. Actually, I have become a man, who won't beg for anything!

    I paid, for several months' happiness. I created caring messages, made caring calls and sent caring gifts, never attemping to get one's sympathy, but to do what I wanted to do sincerely. Distance and Time, I want to kill you!!! Promise? Shit! Not for distance and time, we could have been fine. I think only brain and intelligence are sane! I should give my thanks to them, because they helped me stick to  my heart.

    However, my passionate action is thoroughly stupid! Allen, I've told you so many times that when you love someone, don't burden her with anything! What about you? Annoying calls, gifts of nonsense and even rude requests to meet! Pressure kept you away! Idio

    I was rather upset when I got home on July 1st. And the bad mood had bothered me for a couple of days. Then I went to my cousin's. She is just the one who I accompanied for 2 weeks last summer. She didn't change a bit, but she had finished her college entrance examination and was enjoying a happy summer holiday without any tasks or pressure.

    We didn't play much. We spent a whole week in chatting. I regained happiness. It was not from the various seafood which we enjoyed every day. It was from my cousin's innocence. No matter how much vexation I had, only one sight of her could dissolve it. This week I achieved so much laughter which I didn't have in the whole term. Each time she showed naughtiness, I 'educated' her as I was an experienced guy. And each time she acted as a well-behaved daughter in front of her parents, I was 'taught' to be a qualified son. Coming back home, I felt a little strange. How I wish she were my real sister! Then